No-edit, in-the-NOW-moment, 100% stream of consciousness response to a new friend’s FB message on 7/4/15. I believe this communication was intended for more than my new friend, which is why I am sharing. Thank you…from the absolute essence of my soul, HS, for it is now insanely clear how big a role your energy was intended to play in my life. Thank you very, very much for initiating our most recent correspondence and re-igniting my Light.
Thank you for serving as the catalyst for this brand new wave of creation. The perfect wave, on which I’ve been waiting, for now over 20 months. Namaste, my new friend. Namaste, indeed! See you soon. 🙂
Written and communicated on 7/4/15
Very timely indeed and absolutely not accidental or coincidence. My entire life, I have never known how to be anything BUT a team player. A TRUE team player … coming together with a group to achieve something TOGETHER. Knowing my own strengths and weaknesses; knowing the strengths & weakness of my teammates; visualizing our desired goal and all sharing the same intention. I believe we, as one enormous human team, are ALL being called to take our individual games up a notch, if you will. Finally break free from this insane, constant, never-ending us vs. them that has been prevalent for far too long on our planet. In this life, I am a leader, a teacher, an inspirer, but mostly, I am a fully conscious teammate. And I am ready for a team unlike any other I have ever been a part of. Until 34 years old, I was running. Running from the pain of the break up of my original team … my immediate family. Running from the patterns that I was unable to clearly see, understand, or break. And then … I waved the white flag. I went home to Michigan to the hornet’s nest of the pain knowing that I was the only one that could heal me. I was the only one that could free myself from the prison I had created in my mind and the painful closing off of my heart that I had unconsciously done to myself at 19 years old. Nothing short of a Spiritual Awakening took place while there, 5 years ago and EVERYTHING changed. EVERYTHING!!! Practically overnight. And the greatest change of all … I found self love. I realized that I would never be able to fulfill my soul’s intention for this life – that I would never be able to serve the Light while in this body if I did not see myself as the Light/Source/the Universe/God saw me. And holy shit … what my life has been for these past five years … truly, truly unbelievable. Miracle after miracle. Clarity like I’ve never known for what I feel is at least part of my role to play on this one human team. There are no words; there is no agreed-upon language; no way that I have yet discovered, that can even come remotely close to expressing what I feel I have connected to in the Higher Energy. I never believed anything could move me as my sports or my words have done in this life. Now, I find this Higher Energy is pulling me towards singing, dancing, drumming, painting … anything and everything that communicates BEYOND the words. However … I also believe I have a great deal to do with the words I am able to speak and write. Trying to sort all of this out within has brought me to my knees time and time again in the past 5 years. Especially, since launching my ‘work’ in a 100% conscious manner of being the change I wish to see in the world. Most notably, with what we label as ‘work’ and ‘business’. I launched everything with significant – tens of thousands of dollars – pay-it-forward investments into others in my Sarasota network. It was 100% pure and while I have zero regrets, the stories of what happened to me as a result of this gigantic leap of faith … this child-like innocence guiding me … almost destroyed me in the past 2 1/2 years. For the plan I had … NOTHING has played out accordingly. The team I thought I had … both the one I invested in AND the support I thought would be there from family & friends … not at all the safety net I thought I had in place as a ‘back-up plan’. And again … no regrets … none what-so-ever, for what we are facing we would not be facing if we were not ready to face it. And now, more than ever, I understood my complete role in creating my own reality. So…I have been studying my energy and its interaction with EVERYTHING around me, non-stop, every single day since giving away over $50,000 on the weekend of January 11th, 2013. My life became, with me as a willing participant, an experiment of energy. And the results … just a fraction of them … are off the charts. It is time to put this all together. I have been laying out dominoes – an intricate, beautiful design … building each arm of the design with one domino after another. It is time to knock the first one down. But I have learned now. I have a much better understanding of myself, more than anything else. And if I am not solid and balanced in my core, when I do knock down this first domino, I will be again taken to the brink of my courage, strength, faith, and belief. I need to break the pattern of taking the next step before I have fully appreciated and gain stability from the previous step.
I do apologize for this morning’s stream of consciousness response. I hope I didn’t give you too much here. I sorta just allowed myself to flow in direct response to what I felt from you message. Thank you for receiving this.
Once that first domino is tapped down, I will have only one simple, simple request of anyone and everyone who feels drawn to ‘help’. And I will gladly share that with you in the very near future.
We most certainly don’t have to force anything between us in terms of the timing of sharing. Again, I thank you for reaching out and making this connection. I do believe we will be learning more and more about one another in the upcoming months.
I still hope to be able to see you in person before I leave town again, but if not, no worries. At a minimum, we will touch base here. And know that you may reach out anytime.
Have a great day!
Peace & love,
Aly(son)
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