From Alyson’s Journal
August 17, 2010
What do I feel right now?
Hopelessness, fear, desperation, anxious, ugly, unworthy, fat, loneliness, despair. Go further… I’m stuck and don’t know how to move beyond my irrational fears to begin to get unstuck. I just want to stuff my face right now.
At my core my feelings right now feel tight, pent up, unable to flow freely. I’m a little ball of despair bouncing off walls of hopelessness and there aren’t any other balls in the room.
Exhaustion, tired, alone, running in circles like a rat. The same fucking maze but I don’t seem to learn it no matter how many times life puts me threw it.
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