The writing of “the Letter” to my Dad would end up being the first & biggest release of my conscious healing process. Almost immediately following the freeing of all this negativity, I found myself needing to fill – with something – all of this new emptiness within me. I was indeed “lighter” but the emptiness felt almost as scary as the darkness. I sought solace at the bookstore. Instinctively I was drawn to the spiritual/religious section & without much thought, found myself, over the next 2 months, devouring books spanning the gamut of beliefs. Among many topics, I read about the concept of soul planning. Here I begin to discuss how this led me directly to forgiveness.
(Recorded on 7/16/13)