This is video 4 of 7 that was recorded on July 7th. In this one, I talk about the irony of being happier than ever in my life but having fewer than ever people with whom I can share it. Interestingly, this has directly led to me discovering new ways of authentic self-expression. Namely, singing, dancing, & drumming. And while I don’t directly state this…the only way I’ve been able to cope with the loneliness & the heartache has been through the music. I’ve been communicating via the music with everyone but most especially with those with whom I have the strongest connections.