Wow! A huge shift in perspective on one aspect of my life/work in particular just took place. Wow! This is going to alter everything…namely, my approach to the presentation of my ‘work’. I can’t believe this. One of my closest and dearest friends has been trying to communicate this to me & help me understand this since I got back here last August and FINALLY…FINALLY I get it!
It is NEVER about the past…most certainly viewing and talking about the past from any negative place. The story doesn’t matter. YET…that is an enormous shift in perspective for most. Too big a leap for most…especially if one is just becoming open and familiar with the Global Awakening energies surrounding us.
I have felt and known that somehow…someway I was meant to present my experience in such a way to serve as the most efficient model possible to express one example (my example) of how to get for yourself where I’ve gotten…to this level of self-sufficency, independence, and freedom that is indescribable with words alone. To this place of connection with the higher power so very often that there is no longer one iota of doubt within me about what lies in front of us as human beings living during these times on this planet.
There isn’t ANYTHING we can’t do if we believe it. If we want a world of peace, love, and happiness, we can create it…there is no doubt. And no thing and no one will ever, in this life, cause me to not believe this universal fact. And since I believe this, of course I am going to work to create this sort of world. And of course I have begun at the only place we can begin…with my own life.
But…I did it. I have freed myself from the deepest, darkest pains of my past…I am no longer bound by ANYONE else’s opinions of me or their perspectives of me or my actions or my beliefs. What anyone feels about me – good or bad – is NONE OF MY BUSINESS. I can’t control any of it. All I can control is me and all I have been doing now for 3 straight years consciously EVERY day is to re-train my brain to find the positive instead of find the worry and doubt.
Just like you can always find something to fear or worry about you can ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS find the positive somewhere in any situation. I have been training myself to do this for 3 years and now, it is so easy to do. It’s 2nd nature. Following my 4 rules is 2nd nature.
I am able to find the positive perspective and the positive meaning in ANYTHING that crosses my path. Why? Because if it is not desirable it is there as a lesson. An opportunity to see the situation…the person…the experience from the eyes of Source/God…not through the VERY limited eyes of woman/man. It may be less than fun to learn the lesson but once I learn it…I go back to the fun. And why would I take any longer to learn the lesson than necessary. We get to call ‘mercy’. We get to choose how long we want to focus on the bull shit negative, worrisome, blaming perspectives that currently bombard us in this present mainstream paradigm. YOU GET TO CHOOSE! It is never about blaming anyone or anything else or looking outside of ourselves to learn the lessons or to grow. Just focus on you and focus on the positive associated with you. Stop worrying about what anyone else is doing, saying, thinking…it is a complete waste of energy!
While the absolute most powerful thing any of us can do is simply live “it”…live this new perspective of the world via our own, unique individual Truths…I cannot deny the calling for the ‘work’ – i.e. feeling as if I am literally meant to teach what I’ve done. I’ve felt all along that somehow someway the years and years of misery that I put myself through could somehow be used to explain to others – ‘You don’t have to do this!!’ You don’t have to revisit ALL the negative and re-live it and analyze it and focus on it. You don’t!’
I have understood that for 3 years now. I honestly believe and feel that I’ve felt enough of this super deep pain for way more than my own life. In fact, I KNOW that I have felt the pain of others and taken it on as my own. That is what kids of divorce and broken, sad homes often do. We take on the pain of our families. But we can stop that pattern. We can!! And I know that is in big part what I have been working to try to communicate.
Well, by golly…I think I just got it!! The energy with which I am approaching presenting the past has been shifting for this entire year. And now…just now…like 30 minutes ago…I listened to an Abraham (and two Bashar clips prior to that) that made it ALL click. I get it! I get it! I get it!!
This is incredible and amazing! And of course, it aligns PERFECTLY with a substantial change I requested of my webmaster to make to my Aly(son) tab on my website. She hasn’t completed this task despite it being over a week now but long ago I learned to trust the higher energy being exchanged between us. She and I are connected well beyond this physical life. I KNOW if I’ve requested something of her…whenever it gets done is exactly when it is meant to get done. If it isn’t happening quickly enough for me…that isn’t a sign to nag her that is a reflection back to me indicating that something isn’t ready.
Well…that something that wasn’t ready…the ‘right’ way to introduce this BIG change on that tab…especially given how this big change (I felt) was going to appear to others…I just got myself on the vibrational wavelength required to be able to write what I need to write.
And of course I had to go through Sunday’s presentation to help me get to this point as well…of course! THAT was the whole point of it! It was crazy…as soon as I started I knew I had selected the ‘wrong’ material (of course, it wasn’t ‘wrong’) but it certainly wasn’t what I wanted to convey. Interestingly…it hit me immediately that it was WAY too much about my story details rather than the oopff of the story details…i.e. what it is that allowed me to change my story.
Very strangely, as it turned out (almost instantly) I didn’t know exactly what I wanted to convey until I began conveying SOMETHING live and in person, which is WAY more powerful than my videos. The videos are great and they will continue to be amazing practice for me as I continue to hone in on my own Abraham-like, Bashar-like interpretation of these times. But it is the in-person experiences shared with others that are SUPER powerful.
And the main intention remains to help guide others back to this SUPER powerful energy within themselves. It is there within each and every one of us. Our greatness is right there waiting for us to allow it to be. But it cannot be if there is no belief in its possibility.
There isn’t ANYTHING we can’t do on this planet. But…it must, must, must begin with each of us re-connecting to our higher selves, which is the greater-than-us Source engery/God within.
How to reconnect? That too is what I am aiming to teach. There is not one ‘right’ way…not even close to only one way. I can only share what worked and continues to work for me. There is still a ton of work for me to do to bring this all together but the place from which I am doing this just shifted in the absolute best and necessary way possible. Flying high today!!
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