In this video, I discuss the unique role my self-criticism has played in my life. I not only have a life history of being my worst critique in “normal” areas – work, athletics, appearance – but also in the area of my beliefs. I was trained to look at everything that I was doing and saying in my life and to criticize it before anyone else could. I am choosing to see it now as positive in the sense of how that sets a tone of respect for the conversation. However, as I listen to this present day, post-Healing, it is obvious to me I spent 25 years engaging in this manner to head off what I believed deep down would be inevitable criticism. This was largely all I knew for the majority of my life…that I was never, ever good enough.
(Recorded on 7/22/13)
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In this video I discuss how I have always believed that ALL beliefs are equal – long before this personal “awakening”. There is no better…only different & unique. I describe, quite specifically, how this affected practically every conversation in which I engaged. Regardless of even knowing what the other person/people believed, I always shared multiple other perspectives to excuse my own personal beliefs.
I engaged in this way because of what I observed growing up in my familial relationships and for how I was treated in the same relationships (most especially as I came into adulthood): believe the same or you are wrong. And if it was ever perceived that you were trying to be “better than”, well…the lack of acceptance (and often, associated judgement) of your beliefs/actions was even greater. I’ve had to apologize for who I am and for what I believe as Truth for me since the fight for me began at 12 years old.
(Recorded on 7/22/13)
I’ve had to fight for me for 25 years. I had to fight to find me and even when that happened almost 3 years ago, I had to fight to keep me. But the fight has ended. And while I tried to stop fighting as soon as I learned how unnecessary it was (2 1/2 yrs ago)…that is a hard habit to break. Finally…after 2+ years of being 100% conscious in my living EVERY day…living with more positivity than EVER – and I’ve always lived with WAY more than the average gal despite my deep darkness – the fight ends.
No more fighting. Symbolically, I lay down my sword and I remove my armor by ceasing ALL convincing and proving energies that dominate this externally-validated, completely disconnected world of fear that is the old paradigm. Now…from here on forward..there will ONLY be the ultimate energies of believing and trusting in the Truth that I know to my core.
Now…I allow completely and truly begin living in the flow.
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In understanding the power of the new Game, the most important thing is how you feel right now – your vibe you are sending out & thus attracting back into your reality. Among other things, I discuss how the line between fiction/nonfiction begins to blur as you engage more with this new Game; the human challenge of learning to go with the flow & finding the positive; allowing the light to shine as the conduits that we are as human beings; and, the acknowledgement that there aren’t ‘problems’ in the world if you simply change the focus from the dark to the light.
(Recorded on 7/19/13)
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What is the role of philosophy in the modern day? Among other things, I talk about what my interpretation is regarding Ascended Masters; the idea of ‘One Love’; my experience of changing belief patterns, which is essentially, a re-wiring of our brains; and stories of my rookie year in the New Game.
(Recorded on 7/20/13)
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