August 21, 2010

August 21, 2010

From Alyson’s Journal August 21, 2010 My self-imposed multi-day therapy session continues today. It will also, sadly, end today as I expect my mom to return home anytime now. What a perfect day – cloudy & rainy – I love the light sound of rain...
August 19, 2010

August 19, 2010

From Alyson’s Journal August 19, 2010 Wow!  It all just hit me.  I had a nice long conversation (in the mirror) with child Alyson.  Child Alyson, you see, has finally gotten my 100% attention.  She has made me binge eat the past 4 days in a row and as a...
August 17, 2010

August 17, 2010

From Alyson’s Journal August 17, 2010 What do I feel right now? Hopelessness, fear, desperation, anxious, ugly, unworthy, fat, loneliness, despair. Go further… I’m stuck and don’t know how to move beyond my irrational fears to begin to get...
August 16, 2010

August 16, 2010

This is a word-for-word journal entry I wrote on the date above…August 16, 2010. Over the course of the next few months you will witness just how much I was being limited due to beliefs I held about myself – expressed below. The difference is going to be...
T-minus 6 days

T-minus 6 days

Good day, friends.  Thank you again for all of your support thus far in this endeavor of mine.  Things are really shifting into another gear here in the upcoming 6 weeks as I prepare to return to Seattle (for at least a couple of months).  I am ready now to begin to...
Creating My Story

Creating My Story

I have been laboring for months trying to find a way to explain what it is I am “doing”.  While I continue to work to define this in such a way that is more comprehensible than at present, I am simultaneously sharing my story.  I do have a plan, but...