It has become very clear, very quickly (8 days) to where the intuition to record something every day was leading. This is most definitely the behind-the-scenes of many different creations but right now the focus is narrowing to the music – the dancing and drumming specifically.
I believe that I have mentally and emotionally released the pain and heartache from my past. I truly feel at peace with all the ‘mistakes’ of my past and all of my relationships in my life at present. What I think remains, however, is the physical release. I’ve been in warrior mode for over 30 years. I’ve been in non-stop, super-intense, prove-myself to the entire world mode with no idea how much power I had within me & how inefficiently I was utilizing it. That is until 3 years ago. Three years ago I finally began the long fueling process of forgiveness.
Forgiveness of it ALL. Forgiveness of myself for ever believing that those that love me had any true, fully aware intentions to hurt me. Forgiveness of myself for ever believing I wasn’t entirely deserving of happiness and peace in the present moment of my life. But mostly, forgiveness of myself for believing I could ever be separate from God/the Universe/the Light/Source.
It is time to fully let go and allow the music to come through me. No fears. No inhibitions. Only a connection to the music itself. Allow all of this love and beauty to be expressed through the music, which I believe to be connected directly to the Higher Energy (God, Light, Source, the Universe). I cannot contain this energy within me any longer. It is time to celebrate with the only partner that can handle ALL of me right now…the music.
Time to go absorb every single second of the Seattle energy that sings to my soul. It is only a prediction at this point…but I am fairly certain my best work yet is about to begin to come out. The story is about to shift very significantly. Stay tuned. 🙂
Timbaland’s, ‘Ease Off the Liquor’
Colbie Caillat’s, ‘Bubbly’
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