One of the most powerful aspects, in my opinion, of my ‘work’ at present is the example my life is becoming as a result of one thing more than anything else…the ‘currency’ in/by which I am living and working. I am NOT playing the Money Game anymore and haven’t been since 1.13.13 when I established the beginning of the operations of my company with significant pay-it-forward investments to people in my own Sarasota community – the community in which I CHOSE to launch this extremely visionary company of mine.
I knew then (well, more at a barely conscious level (i.e. I was aware of what I was doing but barely because it was only an idea…I didn’t have any ‘actual’ real living experiences from which to draw upon to ‘prove’ what somehow I felt I just knew on the inside was ‘correct’. And it was the strongest feeling I’ve ever had in my life. I have been trying … in EVERY way imaginable to describe with words this feeling (because we most certainly do not have a word for it in our language) that has no name…no label. I have made it my entire life’s work these past 18 months to try to explain this Truth that has seemingly taken over my life. (in the BEST of ways)
I am playing the Energy Game and I can assure you that this is leaps and bounds more challenging to learn but easier to play (once you learn & practice) than the Money Game because it is ‘REAL’. No bullshittin’ in this Game. No taking things personally. No passive aggressive here. If you don’t communicate – and I mean REALLY communicate and open up, you are not going to be very ‘good’ at this game. And if you don’t ‘figure out’ (remember) who and what you are … i.e. live your Truth (not a life that is what others what of/for you but what YOU WANT FOR YOU) you are not going to be very good at this game.
This game is being played for those out there who have remembered. Who have remembered that this is the game we intended to play when we came into/chose these lives of ours. Each and every one of us is here for a unique reason. We each have a role and the only way to ‘find’ that role is to live your personal Truth. And you can’t live your personal Truth in a world that judges every single thing and believes that a ‘good’ and a ‘bad’ even exist. They don’t!
Those are just words…labels…have you ever asked yourself what either of those words REALLY means? Seriously. Try that. Try to define for yourself what it really means that something or someone is ‘good’ or ‘bad’. Doesn’t it depend. Doesn’t it depend on almost seemingly infinite factors?!!! Yes!
HELLO?!! You can never, ever, EVER please everyone and we have created a world where that is exactly what we are trying to do. After all … we ‘follow’ our government and the world is following America’s example And isn’t our government nothing but trying to find what things they can convince 51% of the population to agree is ‘better’ than another version of that something?!
We aren’t allowing nature to take its course – i.e. allow people to have experiences (which are the ONLY way for one to really learn) that will provide them personal evidence for what they want to believe is ‘better’ for their own life – we have created, instead, an environment (think of every ‘work’ environment) where we have to prove something rather than just be something. Our personal evolutions are more controlled by forces outside of us (namely, our jobs) than by our own choices/desires. Our souls naturally and instinctively want to expand and express and we are living in a society that is only growing more and more constricted. As a result, the potential energy waiting to explode is unbelievable and can be felt by anyone paying attention.
I’m getting off track and I don’t care. I haven’t felt the flow like this is months. MONTHS and this was the quickest way to get this energy down somewhere. Everything in my intuition is telling me that I am to share whatever results from this brainstorming/reflecting session. It would have taken too long to set up the camera or to find my tape recorder. This was immediate. Impulsive? Perhaps, but SOME of my impulses are intended to be shared and I know it when I feel it. This was that feeling and I was particularly impatient because I haven’t felt it in months!! So…I continue and for anyone that is this far…I can ASSURE you there are greater purposes.
We are not crossing paths with anyone in our lives accidentally right now. Period. Everyone in your present world has the potential to ‘partner’ with in unprecedented ways to show to you a type of living that will just blow your mind and more importantly…your heart! To serve as a glimpse of what I believe we all know in our cores … that we can create a much, MUCH different world. We are ALL feeling it. And I feel as if I found the portal to that world. But you gotta live in a different way … you gotta play a different game than our bottom-line world of the Almighty Dollar to see this world. It is no longer about seeing is believing (a solid premise in the Money Game). In this new Game…BELIEVING IS SEEING.
I am playing the Energy Game. And I am good at this Game. VERY good. And not only am I brand new, but IT is brand new on our planet. When I can stay in it (i.e. keep playing it as I transition fully from the Money Game) it is more fun … more beautiful … more exciting … more innovative … more creative than ANYTHING I’ve ever experienced. So of course I’m excited to try to show others with whom I’ve ‘played’ in the Money Game the rules of this Game. Because had I known about this Game earlier, I would have stopped playing the Money Game immediately. In fact…I did. My old Story, overly-excited, under-developed emotional Alyson energy did start playing immediately. I couldn’t help it! That was who I still was at that point. But HOLY SHIT!!! THAT is why the stories are off-the-charts.
You couldn’t write a more extreme story than what I am living, friends. You can’t understand in this human form without the contrast. I didn’t know how dark I was living until I saw the Light. That is how DARK my life, my soul, at my core, was. And the charade I kept up was HUGELY exhausting and THAT far from THE Truth that is the Light. I’m telling you…the bipolar nature of my entire life now makes sense in extremely, world-changing ways. I chose this journey because my soul knew how powerful the Light is and how fun it would be to remember its power from a place of such comparatively, drastic darkness. And what an enormous example that would be to others. But…the momentum of that dark…breaking free from all of those layers of dark energy has caused me to have the most conscious roller coaster ride of my life these past 4 years.
The stories are going to be shared for the rest of my life….I can promise you that. But I am not just doing this for a story, folks. I am not pretending here. I am not just saying the words to hear myself speak. I know … given my Old Story … how unlikely this is for many in my past to believe but can’t you see?! That makes it even MORE of well…not a story but of a POSSIBILITY to serve as an example that is UNDENIABLE in terms of PROVING that this Energy Game is the REAL game on this planet. This is the Game our souls came to play. We came here to THRIVE – not to just survive. And while the loin clothes and clubs may be gone but let’s not kid ourselves. We are slaves to this society we have created – rich and poor alike. Because what we believe we need to ‘survive’ in our physical bodies varies from person to person; family to family; culture to culture. But when you approach living from the spiritual perspective…when you REMEMBER that we are ALL spiritual energies having a physical experience…you remember that the essence of us doesn’t have to ‘survive’ anything … it always IS…it can never die. That is our soul – that is what binds us all to one another because ultimately we are all that one, enormous greater energy. In this life, we are simply unique, expressions of that energy. We are conduits of that energy. That is the ‘Light of God’ within us all that practically ever religion claims.
Can we please, for this love of God, stop the ridiculous fighting. ALL of it!! There is no reason for it. We all want the same damn thing. We want real freedom. Real independence. And believe it or not…we actually do want REAL RESPONSIBILITY. Because guess what? At our cores we know that WE ARE THE ONLY ONES THAT CREATE OUR REALITIES HERE ON EARTH!!! And as such, of course, we are the ones responsible. Yet we have a society that doesn’t allow us to take this for our lives. on the ‘bad’ side (for all those saying yeah…the punishment isn’t harsh enough for that person breaking that law) but also on the ‘good’ side…all of the extremely bright people I observe (i.e. in the correlated environment of higher wealth) doing EVERYTHING for their kids and judging EVERYTHING in the environment these kids are growing up in. We learn from experience. Period. If young people don’t have the chance to experience making their own choices and dealing with the consequences (‘good’ and ‘bad’) of those choices they will not be able to do so when they leave the homes….at whatever age that may be. And what results is a society of a bunch of emotionally damaged and under-developed kids in adult bodies.
AND judgement is one of THE most limiting energies of our world at present preventing tremendous amounts of learning, personal growth, and expansion. Beginning with the judgment we have of ourselves. And since our worlds (personal and collective) are nothing but reflections of what we feel…we’ve created a massive world of pent up energy waiting to explode with ideas and creativity because it has been increasingly limited in the past thousands of years by us trying to identify a single ‘best’ way to live. Our souls are screaming to just be allowed to ‘be’ and do whatever the fuck we want knowing that more often than not…WAY more often than not…this will result in actions that are what we all would tend to label ‘good’.
It is time!! It is time for a completely different game and I am done fuckin’ around. This is supposedly an arena of friends….Facebook … Isn’t the whole IDEA around it and friendship in general, is that you should be able to be exactly who you are and still be ‘accepted’? Well…I may ‘lose’ some of you but I do believe it is time to let go and allowing myself (following the intuition) to write and share this (unedited) this morning here on FB will be a demonstration to myself that I’ve taken the next step.
I can trust myself. You will never, Alyson, be able to prove to even 5% of the people from your past that you are indeed sharing VERY, VERY consciously in your entire life right now. That you aren’t even coming close to sharing even a fraction of what all your life has become and how freakin’ unreal it has been … LITERALLY UNREAL … in the past 4 years. They’ll never believe that you are any different than the over-sharing, over-talkative, over-emotional girl you’ve always been. STOP TRYING TO PROVE THIS! Just let go of that girl and BE THE WOMAN YOU NOW KNOW YOURSELF TO BE.
You are most definitely playing a different game. And you have been now for 14 months. You have multiple, million-dollar stories right now. You know exactly how you will spend that money beginning right here in Sarasota. You have ideas for about a hundred different scenarios – complete with the players involved, their potential roles, and what the theme of that sub-game would be. You are fuckin’ ready to begin sharing and earning what you are able to ‘earn’ so that you can put this $$$$ back into the world in unprecedented ways.
Enough is enough. There are plenty of people in your life, Alyson that know you well enough to know that you mean it when you say that this is different. THIS IS DIFFERENT!!! THIS is unlike anything of our mainstream world! And I get it. I’m telling you … this is what I got as a 13-year old … this is what ALL the kids get when they first arrive here. This is the one Love truth of what we are and I can’t help but align my life to it and I’m telling you….it is 100% in the opposite direction of what our mainstream world is steering us towards.
It being SO different, doesn’t it make sense that relatively so very few, at first, would be able to ‘see’ it and then learn to ‘feel’ it and then to remember that we are it?! Isn’t it possible that those few … their souls CHOSE this particular role for this world right now knowing the power of their example when they would remember?
ALL OF OUR SOULS MADE THIS CHOICE! That is why we are here…to remind one another that we are this great power of love. Our lives are our greatest examples…what we live. NOT what we talk. NOT our labels and possessions. But who we are…how we act…how REAL we are. Doesn’t matter how many you are able to CONVINCE on the outside … you cannot lie to your inside…to who you are. And ultimately we are ALL ONE! I am you. You are me. The Light of God is within us all … bonding us all … allowing us ALL to have a chance to experience a very, very different world.
Jesus said, ‘BE me…don’t follow me…BE me!!’ I BELIEVE this! I get this! I understand this like nothing else I’ve ever understood. Whether it is Deepak, or Eckhart, or Oprah, or Marianne, or Wayne or Louise speaking/writing it…. or if Krishna Das or Josh Groban are singing it … or if Lebron and Kobe are playing it … or if Bill is growing it … Josh is spreading it … Brittany is focusing it … or Jon is painting it … or if Ted is desiring it Chris is living it … Susan is reflecting it … Mimi is teaching it … or Brandon is loving it … This IT is fuckin’ for real! This energy is real and we can dial into it’s limitless fuel all day, every day if we so choose and literally create a different way of living. We are just now remembering ALL we are capable of being in these human bodies. And this energy is the fuel source, the inspiration, the infinite guiding light.
I cannot hold it back within me any longer. And I need more ‘space’ to hone in my channeling abilities…i.e. more people with whom to share right now in order to help me hone in my energy. Because it is quite obvious that I am an enormous conduit for energy. I have a lot of ways in which I can share and I cannot help but be drawn to do so most efficiently. But I cannot know how to be efficient without feedback – without a gauge of some sort. I am being called to use my energy much more efficiently but I truly cannot develop this efficiency without beginning to share and on top of that … beginning to share what I REALLY want and am able to share…the details of an energy that is very powerful and as such…can be overwhelming…scary…threate
And I understand this about myself more now than ever, ever before. I had to be the one to learn to connect to and guide this energy. But I cannot express to you what an enormous challenge and effort this has been given my personality in this life. I dove head in, from a super high diving board, into the VERY deep end of this new pool with only a small tool kit and at that, tools that were brand new. I barely knew how to handle them – what few I had.
It has been wild but it has been more real than ANYTHING I’ve ever experienced before. This has value…GREAT value…to anyone who is seeking or currently traveling the Awakening/Higher Consciousness path. If you believe or if you just FEEL that something …EVERYTHING is meant to be different than what we see as our REALITY now….then you may keep me as a FB friend. If not…no worries….I’ll likely annoy you or have you contemplating the belief that I may need to be committed.
I just need an outlet that is immediate and that provides the PERFECT amount of feedback that I need right now. For the past 3 years, I’ve consciously noted who ‘likes’ what whenever I post. The ONLY reason I have done this (automatically, in my mind – I don’t take the time to literally track it) is to read the energy. Who is responding to the energy coming through me in my words at that point. Who is vibin’ on that frequency and drawn enough (for whatever reason) to make that ‘public’ – whether to make me aware that they are ‘with me’ on that and/or that they aren’t afraid of/worried about/concerned about being associated with me and/or the thoughts I’m expressing.
I have a very, very good idea of those who are vibing with me in all sorts of areas. In fact, I will soon be releasing the beginnning stages of my ‘map project’. A world map and U.S. map depicting by color who is where and how they all relate (individuals in my personal network only). This helps me because I am a teacher. We all are, to an extent, but ultimately…in this life…that is what I am. And I have EXPERIENCE…valued way more than knowledge (but I have that too) that I know has value to the millions around our country alone that are awakening along with me. Because as unique as our experiences are there are most definitely commonalities. My experiences can assist others in understanding their own.
And while I believe I can be on a stage in front of hundreds of people right now discussing these things, it is going to continue to take awhile to PROVE that to anyone else to help me get there. But you see…it isn’t anyone’s job to help get me there. It is my job to remember that I am ALREADY THERE! Any gap…any separation … is just an illusion. If I am not yet experiencing what I feel I am ready to experience, it is because in some way my energy is not yet ‘ready’. For the Universe/God gives you exactly what you are ‘ready’ for every moment you are alive. That’s how it works. And if we could only remember that we are SOOOOO much stronger and even ‘better’ than what we presently believe about ourselves, we would all vibrationally align to a world that indeed would be considered ‘A New Earth’.
I know that Earth exists already. And I want to be living in that world…all the time. Time to speak my entire Truth and know that the discernment capabilities I possess right now are ‘enough’. I can trust myself to know…that anything I am guided to share is meant to be shared. I know my intention and what it has been since 1.13.13. I can’t live any more clearly how real I am. And the truest ‘test’ in this world…breaking through that Money Game.
You can’t play the Money Game and the Energy Game. It’s one or the other (one of my present life experiment hypotheses) because more often than not…in fact, practically ALL the time, I have experienced…the choice you would make, in a given situation, when playing the Energy Game vs. the Money Game is different…drastically different because the Money Game is so black and white while the Energy game is nothing but infinite combinations of colors.
So…there it is…my first ‘no fear’ decision to release the rawest of any work I’ve ‘published’ yet. This was straight out of my head after only 20 minutes with one of THE most powerful souls in my world at present who just flew in from out of town. The connection between us for me is so very strong and has guided me since I first met him 5 1/2 years ago. I hadn’t seen him in 2 months and in just 20 minutes, I received the inspiration to write all of the above. Why? Because this man knows and is playing the Energy Game. And he is playing it at a level very similar to my own – hence our connection – and it is a fuel unmatched by the fuel of the Money Game. In other words…a very, very small amount of Energy Game fuel is equivalent to ENORMOUS amounts of fuel in the Money Game.
The Energy is off-the-charts efficient. That is part of why I can’t explain it with words AND why I must show it by making the Money Game look as silly as it is. And understandably….to an extent…I knew I was going to have to use my own money. And I did!! That is EXACTLY how I started my company. But to really show what this energy game is about … to REALLY show how much I can do with seemingly a very small amount of money, I need more money and more people. I’ll continue to do it on my own…there is no doubt about the money I am drawing into my experience…money is finding me in CRAZY ways. But…now…I have lived and experienced and dealt with the consequences of a choice that I believe very few in this country (if anyone else) has made…consciously beginning a company in the complete opposite manner of what we do in this Money Game. Instead of asking for investment from others…I invested in others.
I am playing a different game and it will change the world. Rather, more accurately, it will help others see another option to live, which will allow all of us to align to another version of Earth that already exists but will only manifest in the physical realm if we believe/remember that it already exists. Time to begin sharing the unbelievable examples that paint the picture of my life beginning 5 1/2 years ago in Sarasota, FL.
Thank you, C!!!! Your unique energy is EXACTLY what I needed at the EXACT time I needed it. Thank you for sharing your light. I love you very much and am thrilled to be sharing such an amazing time in my world with you!
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